Is it just me?

Or is it when I'm mad at someone, i want that person to try and get me to not be mad at them anymore. Like, if i were to be mad at you and not talk to you. I would want you to try and talk to me and make things better.I understand that you have the impression that I might not want to talk to you, and that might be true. But I'd want to know that you cared enough to try and work things out. I mean, if it was my bad then by all means. I'm gonna make sure that i do my part. But if its not my bad, then I'm not gonna put any effort in. Don't avoid me and just let things fix themselves. Because, believe me. They won't.

But then again, that might just be me.

I hate it when,

I talk to people and they're being so dumb. Like i'd say something, and they're like "oh is it asian?" BITCH, just because I'm asian doesn't mean that everything i do is asian. If you knew me at all, you'd know that i strongly dislike asian things. So dont even fucking stereotype me into that category. " Do asians celebrate christmas?" Like wtf?! Get outta here! So before you bring out the whole asian thing, just know that I'm nothing like your "typical" asian. I dislike boba, i HATE HATE HATE sushi, i dont hangout with all asians, and i most def dont act like your "typical" asian. So gtfo, and stfu -.-

Bestfriends?

Naaah, bitch i dont think so. Yeah, alright you can say im over reacting. Say whatever you want, but thats just not cool. When i tell you something, i want you to know about whats going on in my life. I expect you to keep in with you until the day you die. But obviously, you dont give a fuck. You call me best friend, and you dont even know how to act like one. When a best friend tells the other best friend something, that best friend should know that her best friend doesnt want anyone else to know. Thats why she told only her best friend. But obviously her best friend is an idiot and cant keep shit to herself and calls her self a best friend. Yeaaaah, thats great. Ive been through so much shit with you, im soooo done with it. Its always you that fucks up, YOU that fucks up my stuff. and ME that has to put it all together again. Yeaaah, no. Im done with that. Best friend? I dont think so. Go ahead, Go be a hoe. & hope that he comes back, fucks you, and leaves you again. Cus honey, he doesnt give two shits about you. So when he fucks you over, and leaves you hangin. Pleaseee dont come to me and start rambling on and on about what happend, cus im so tired of it. Tired of telling you the same things over and over again. Tired of being the one that puts in double the effort. Tired of being over looked. Im just tired. If you care, then fucking prove it.

Theres a part of mee

that wishes you would leave me something for when I log in. But every time I do, that wish never comes true. Kinda foolish isn't it?

Late night phone calls,

with you reminds me of what happened, what could of happened, and what would of happened only if you stayed. Boo Tampa.

You lied

again
& this time, I'm gone for good.

Yeah, alright.

You're bullshit.