You shouldaa

tried harder (:
Just sayinn'

12272009

Awhh today was such a good day (:
So first I go to laura's house and just chill, Laura played Dj Hero but that shits so boring ! So then we started playing cooking mama (: I FAILLED ! no liee, Laura was a beast thoo ! ;D
So then after that, we went ice skating with Vivian and her cousins. It was fun, i havent been ice skating in a while. Hmm so today was overall a good day (:

TOMARRRRRROW

is going to be such a great day ! (:
I can just FEEEEEL IT (:

Wowww !

Just got off the phone with the best friend.
2 hours 44 minutes and 37 seconds (:
and you say that you don't like talking on the phonee ! (:

I guess today was a good day. It could of been better.

When i think

about you, a smile comes to my facee (:
But i still wonder if you're for reall.

He's too cutee !

Awhh youre too cutee (:
You make me smilee ! BIGGG (:

Thankss

Thankss , thankss -_-

YOUUUU

turn my frown upside downn ! (:

(:

Merry Christmas Eve Day everyonee ! (:
And a Merry Christmas Day too !


OH and Happy New Years ! ;]

SZ

I complain about you not being there. I complain about you not talking to me unless i talk to you. I complain about not seeing you often. I complain about this and that, but at the end of the day youre still there for me 100% when I need you. We both live separate lives now and have people that we relie on, when you really think about it. We're most comfortable with eachother. We're the most natural when were with eachother. When I hang out with you, its so natural and free. I dont have to rethink anything cus you wouldnt care if i did something wrong. Youre not there to judge me when i make mistakes or back stab me when you get the chance. Youre there to help me through everything. I cant thank you enough for all that youve done. You care more then most do. Youve never second thought our friendship when we were at rock bottom. You held on to it and got through it with me. You have no idea how much you mean to me. No homo ! (: I love you so much bestfriendd, you showed me that you are there. and what best friends are for and i cant thank you enough. 6 years & still going

The last person

i would of thought you be by my side when i needed someone. Woww i guess you were there the whole timee. From shoes, to church, to spongebob socks. Haha i love youu, you know who you aree.

-_-

Ive been there for you every single time you needed me. and now that i need you the most, you back down. Shows how much you caree. I shoulda just let you be when you felt out. See where you would be now.

Hmmm

I wonder why you just started talking to me out of thin air. Youre not that nice, i would know. I really wonder.

Onn

the phone with Vivian and Ashley.
Aim'ing bestt friend Mr.Choi. Today looks like its better then yesterday (:

Whenn

I'm at my worst lets see who cares enough to still stay at my side.

Oh woww,

I get on aim, you get off aim. Shows how much you "miss" mee.

....

Woww, i freaking help you through all your tough times. I was there for you when everyone was disappointed in you. I was there when you had your little melt downs. Ive been there for you since day one, since square one. And this is how you repay mee ?!

Btw, todays been the worst day ever. But rickki hellah cheered me up! So sweet (:

Fcking dumbass !

Woww, you freaking go say something that makes such a difference. And you fucking base it on "she kept on looking at youu!" WOWW ! -___- Are you fucking serious ? Thats what you based me liking him on ?! Woww youre so fucking dumb. Great way to end a fucking shity ass day.
Good night blogspot.

Need a little cheer up ?!

jellotime.com


GO GO GO

Untitledd

I havent been this pissed off in a whilee. Woww -_____-

Yeahh

some friend you aree. Shows how much of a good friend you are. There's no limits to you huhh ?

AWHHHHHHH

I missed my chanceee. FML.
I need a date for sadies and you were perfect, but nooooo i didnt do anything about it. Damnn well thats over. GREATT.
Ashley says hii to blogspottt ! (:

Its

W I N T E R B R E A K ! (:
OH my goshh, ive been waiting to say that for the longest time. I wanna have the feeling of not worrying about homework, the feeling of being able to sleep in, the feeling of doing whatever whenever. It feels great !

But last night was the longest night EVERR -_-
Stupid yearbook kids needa start working on their pages, and stupid editor in chief needs to stop messing it up.

Whoo

was there for you when she yelled at you? Who was there for you when you had no one to go to? Who was there to comfort you when she pissed you off ? Who was there to talk to you when you felt out of placed and unwanted? MEE ! ALL MEE ! & now that you have her again, youre gonna just leave me hanging ? I try, I try so hard to make everything work. Make everything stay at peace. But oviously im the only one trying. All you care about is reconnecting with her. I made you feel part of everything that we did. But you oviously dont realize all that i did for you. Haa, well it was fun while it lasted. I should stop caring about everyones feelings and just do me.
YUPP thats what ima do now. Stop doing things to make people happy. Ima do things that make me happy.

.

Pathetic little child

Woww, you gotta use other people to get where you want ? Haha funny, and to think that i wouldnt find out is even worst. I know everything, try to fool me ? Think again honeyy. Calling me " best" to get to someone that YOU dropped in the first place is dumb. Sorry honey, use your own strengths. Not others, espeacially MINEE !

Todayy

was an interesting dayy !
Woww, fuck you. Ignore mee ? Go fuck yourself.
Awhh, the text from you put the biggest smile on my face ! Even if it was just a simple "hi"
Hahaa, Southwest boys are stupid. We need new peoplee ! (:
I felt like i help with the yearbook. Although its not alot, i feel like i did something when i didnt have to do anything. Complain about me ? Check yourself first, bitch.
Ehh, not the best day thoo. 4 more days till winterbreak. Thank goshh !

F

FUCK the world and everyone in it !
&&&& Fuck youuu


FML, shityass day

Haa

Woww, i have greattt friends

Thankss

Im fine untill i see you. And you remind me of what i cant ever have. So thanks, thanks.

(:

Its amazing how one phone call can change our whole friendship. When you told me that i was your support system and that you loved me. That put the biggest smile on my face and made my whole day. You have no idea how much i felt like i didnt matter to you. I felt like i wasnt someone that you cared about. But now i guess i kinda feel like me and you are getting close again ♥

NO SCHOOOOOOL ! (:

What a nice feeling to wake up at 11. Its been awhile since I dont have to wake up at 5 and not come home till 4. I like the feeling of not having to worry about school and just a day to myself. Cus when the weekend comes, its just like a school day.

Everytimee

youre online, i have the urge to send you an im. Telling you how much i miss you. But what use would that be? You dont care, you could careless. Haa, im wasting my timee.

Ignore mee ?

Wow you dipshit, think that you can ignore me and get away with it ? HAHAH ! Fuck you and your bucktoothed girlfriend. You think youre to good, HAA ! Think again buddy, youre fucking ugly as fuck. SNAP TO REALITY ! Wanna play a game that i can play ten times better ? Lets get it onn !

Youuuuu

make me feel so happy inside. But within that happiness, theres always that little voice in there reminding me that i will never have a chance with youu.

Soooo;

Its been a year.
Last year at this time, i was happy as could be. And noww ? Look at mee.

ITs

been 3 days since we havent talked. Im counting the fucking days AGAIN ! I miss you, but oviously you dont even remember about me. I dont talk, and i feel empty like something's missing. Woww, i feel so pathetic.

The Bulllshit

I check my phone constantly waiting for a text from you. Why do i do this ? Why do i have to put so much thought into something that doesnt even care about me.

Greatt, fuck this shit. I dont need this anymoree

Fck It

Im done trying, its just gonna take me a while too. Im not gonna get hurt againn !

To .....

All I Want For Christmas Is YOU ♥

Everytimee

my phone vibrates, a smile automatically pops up on my face. Why ? cus i know its a text from you. But then at the same time, i die a little inside. I talk to you, you make me happy and smile. But i know that i have no chance. Seeing you, made me relapse and just get weak again. Seeing you smile, hearing your voice. Oh god.

Procrastination is in pain in my ass !
Biology sheets, then jostens, then english. Good luck mimi -__-