March 30, 2010

So i guess im taken now ? 0.o
ROFLLL ! Chill ass day today. Had so much fun. Jasons so cute >.<♥

Things are falling together so perfectly (:
Spring Break, going goooooood ;]

Heheee (:

icuplauraa:
LOL hell yes
next time you see me i'll be indianified
i'll have that jewelry thing between my eyebrow
& i'll be chanting , AY YIE YIE YIE YIEEEEE

ROFLLLL ! ♥♥♥♥

Rofl

Youre fucking hilarious (:

Spring Break !

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

- I swear, All 4 One

Such an old song that has some good meaning (:

Elaine Wonggggg

This girl, never thought id be this close to her.
To the point where we talk everyday, and even to the point where i tell her everything.

asdmimijkl (9:55:02 PM): you guys make me feel better x]
xluvelainex (9:55:27 PM): thats what were hereee forr. we listen and comfort and help and whatever you needd
xluvelainex (9:55:37 PM): we sound like one of those special needs dogs o_O
asdmimijkl (9:56:00 PM): HAHAHAHAH !

._.

A fucking month ago, i was on top of the world. Everything was just perfect. Everything went my way, everything went smoothly. Everything was picture perfect.
POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF !
A month later, im LOWER then rock botttom. Wtf is this ?! Shits falling apart in front of my eyes, and i cant even do anything about it. Wait, no. Rephrase that. Ive done everything i possibly could do about it. But no one even seems to notice it or care much for it. Youre fucking going Bipolar on me every day. Theres not one day that goes by without us fighting cus of you and your moodswings. & well hey, thanks best friend. You prove how much you fucking care about me. I fucking care about you, take my time out to talk to you. Try to fucking wake you up from your stoooopidness. & you repay me by this ?! Yeahh, bitch. Go find your other "best friends" cus this ones not gonna be here anymore. IF shes gonna get treated like this. Yeahh, not at all. I see people that i care about in the worst moods possible. I try to put a smile on my face, hoping it would spread to theirs. Im so sick of this. In a matter of a FUCKING MONTH, everythings wrong.

Fucking

Mood swings -.-

I dont fucking

put up with shit. I dont talk to people that give me an attitude, cus hey i can give it back to you 10000x worst. Why do i fucking put up with you? I really dont need you to make things worst. I was fine when you werent here, so i think ill be fine if you leave.

I never saw it that way.

ayosharlniggee (5:57:07 PM): not crilics ot however you spell it
asdmimijkl (5:57:36 PM): yeeee they are !
asdmimijkl (5:57:42 PM): i got them and when i got it off
asdmimijkl (5:57:46 PM): it hurt so bad
asdmimijkl (5:57:54 PM): i had to go to the salon for them to take it off
ayosharlniggee (5:58:03 PM): weak sos ' ! lmao
asdmimijkl (5:58:34 PM): HAHAHA !
asdmimijkl (5:58:38 PM): FUCK YOU XD
ayosharlniggee (5:58:44 PM): i love you though so its okay ! (:
asdmimijkl (5:59:13 PM): HEHE, im the girliest and weakest one out of all the people i hang out with x]
ayosharlniggee (6:00:14 PM): LOL, naw i dont think so
asdmimijkl (6:02:18 PM): you dont think soo ?
asdmimijkl (6:02:22 PM): ROFL i do xp
asdmimijkl (6:02:27 PM): EVERYONE tells me it
asdmimijkl (6:02:32 PM): i dont care tho (:
ayosharlniggee (6:02:43 PM): haha yeah your weak but you know how to handle a bitch without fighting lol

Hehee ♥

This made my day...

So i come home for the gas station and i get this ...

Natasha:
mimi!
iloveyou <3 !
kay
well i have a headache
just wanted to say hi ! :]
& I will see you tomorrow.
bye <3 !

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Only if you tried a little fucking harder.

Its so damn hard to keep a conversation with you. Its like you dont fucking care if we dont talk after 239874684 days. I ask you where you've been, you say busy. In one word, like its nothing. So youre saying that you're to busy for your best friend? Are you truely that busy, to the point where you cant just drop off a "hi." Why should i be the one sitting on this end wondering about how youre doing, what youve been up too, or just how things are going for you. While youre just sitting on the other end caring about some other things. If you really truely cared about me that much, you'd make time to talk to me. I understand that you have a busy schedule, i understand that you have more important things that you'd rather do. But if you REALLY DID CARE, you'd try just a little harder. I cant count the number of times where i try to talk to you. & you just answer me with one worded answers. Yeauhh, that shows me how much you miss me and wanna talk to me. Well, hey. Its not like i havent tried. So the next time you try crying and complaining about how we neglect you and ignore you at a hangout. Look at yourself before you start getting mad at us. We dont get mad at people for no fucking reason. I still love you. But honestly, why should i. When you dont even give a fuck about me. & if you get mad at me after reading this blog, think about it. Is all of these things that i say true though? Yeauhh, they are.

ROFLLLL !

So im sitting here talking on aim and just minding my own business.
And in the background, i hear my family talking about how big of a player my family is.

My uncle: I've been married 4 times.
My other uncle: Yeeee' but no ones better then my son. He has a new girl every weeek!
My dad: Yeahh, thats something to be proud of ! Watch him get STD's !
My uncle: Well at least he's gettin' somee !
My aunt: Why are you guys gonna arguee ?! No one beats your grandpa ! HE WAS MARRIED TO 3 WIVES THAT KNEW ABOUT EACHOTHER AT THE SAME TIME ! Now thats what i call game ! ;]
My WHOLE family: ROFLL ! LMAO ! LOL ! LMFAO !

Saturday ...

Woke up at like 7 this morning -.-
Then took BooBoo to the vet for his shot.
Then went to confessions, the preist nailed me while i was in there x]
Thennn, came home and went to the mall.
Total fail, this lady talked me into getting this nail stampy thingy.
Whuddever, i like it ;]

Ehh, fucking asshole dont talk to me anymore.

I miss

My BooBoo D;

Why

do we keep fighting like we're together.
I know its pretty clear in your eyes that you dont want us to be together, so whats the point ?

You know ...

Its really the littlest things that matter to me.
SO try a little fucking harder.

Biology

is a pain in my ass -.-
I just finished doing the whole notebook.Just gotta find out whats on some of the pages... waiting for brianna go get on aim -.-
Anywhooo, finished my letter to Mrs. Jones. And i gotta say, it sounds pretty good x]
Doesnt even sound like i wrote it ! xp

EFF

this shit, its all about school now.
Its your turn to chase, cus im fucking tired.

Yous a cuteee

asdmimijkl (12:52:21 PM): Lmafo, ohkays. Ill tippytoee (:
_______(12:53:37 PM): (; your too cute !
asdmimijkl (12:58:14 PM): Noo, no im not ! (:
_______(12:58:40 PM): Lol yes you are
asdmimijkl (12:59:59 PM): Well youre blind ;]
_______(1:00:59 PM): i have corrective lens tyvm (:
asdmimijkl (1:02:37 PM): Hahaa ! So you are blind without themmm ! >:]
_______(1:04:12 PM): Lmao shut up (;
asdmimijkl (1:04:48 PM): HEHEHE ! Suckkkkkah ;]
_______(1:10:07 PM): :P leave me alone

Brother number 2

Called and told me to go outside cus he bought me something.
I thought it was just food, but once i opened it up to see what was inside. IT WAS A PAIR OF SHOESS ! >:] What a big surprisee ! (: Todays been such a chill day !

HEHEEE !

Sitting on the computer and talking to you all day long makes my day (:

:DDDDDDDD

I got a call last night around 12:45.
Me: Hello ?
The person: Hey cutiee ! ;]
Me: X]]]], Heyyy !
The person: Guess what ?
Me: Hmm?
The person: I just called to say i miss you and you were on my mind all night.

SO FUCKING CUTE ♥

Ive never

realized how bad having asian parents til now.
Ive never realized how much having asian parents are gonna affect me with things til now.

WHYYY

is it that you choose today, RIGHT NOW to ask me to chill.
Why is it that you have to work tomarrow OUT OF ALL DAYS ?!
Why is it that you ask me to chill with you at 8 at night ? & when i cant, you get mad. Why cant my parents let me out and let me do what i wanna do. Im fucking old now, i know whats good from bad. WHY cant they just fucking trust me for oncee. Ive done nothing to lose their trust, and yet i still never have it. WHAT KINDA SHIT IS THIS ?!

Awhhhiee !

" Sometimes it was obvious,
we were brother and siser,
you could see it in your eyes,
our facial expressions,
the way we looked out for each other

And sometimes we might as well
have come from different planets.
(That was another way you could tell)
Over the years, there have been times
when we were sort of out of touch
or just too busy.

but there has always been
that strong bond between us
the one that keeps reminding us
of the things we have in common
and keeps us looking out for each other
in a dozen different ways."

Hmm, tell me why that hellah made me think of my brother and our memoriess -.-

:DDD

Today was an alright dayy.
Until night rolled around, it was amazingg ;]

Todayyyy

Was a good day (:
Potluck was funn. Saw people that i havent seen in FOREVERRRR.
&& Had that good bonding time with vivian ♥

HAHAHAA !

Made my day (: !

asdmimijkl (10:19:46 AM): ROFLL, youre cool
ayosharlniggee (10:20:03 AM): lol i am huh. Your pretty dope yourself (:

ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL !

If

I could walk into your life being happy , then why cant i walk out of it the same?

My bestfriend fails !

kennyishellabomb (8:24:29 PM): OH WTF D: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DDD < 33333333333333333
kennyishellabomb (8:24:36 PM): AHHH I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
kennyishellabomb (8:24:37 PM): D:
kennyishellabomb (8:24:40 PM): IM SORRY I DIDNT KNOW D:
kennyishellabomb (8:24:43 PM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
kennyishellabomb (8:24:45 PM): ILL MAKE IT UP
kennyishellabomb (8:24:47 PM): I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND
kennyishellabomb (8:24:48 PM): ;D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Heheee !

asdmimijkl (6:54:27 PM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lLvtydTM78
asdmimijkl (6:54:28 PM): GO GO GO
ayosharlniggee (6:55:05 PM): okay okay okay
asdmimijkl (6:55:14 PM): HEHE, ME AND YOUU ;]
ayosharlniggee (6:55:20 PM): okay brb
asdmimijkl (6:55:21 PM): ROFLL
asdmimijkl (6:55:22 PM): kay
ayosharlniggee (6:55:50 PM): oh oh i heared this song before and your face popped in my mind lol
asdmimijkl (6:56:21 PM): AWHHHH >.<
asdmimijkl (6:56:24 PM): YOU DID TOOO !
asdmimijkl (6:56:27 PM): THATS SO WEIRD X]
ayosharlniggee (6:56:50 PM): LOL ferrealssss

(:

Im not gonna call you tonight.
Not that i dont wanna hear your voice and your giggle. But to see if you miss me enough to pick up the phone and call me ♥

Fuck you

Bitch, youre just not the samee.

So

You ask me what i want for my birthday.
I said i didnt want anything. But really , all i want is youu ♥

Woww -_-

You serious right now ?!
My money is my money. Dont fucking go through my wallet and ask me where all my money went. Im not fucking stoopid to leave all of my money in my wallet and lose it. I really dont like it when people go through my stuff, ESPEACIALLY my money -_-

OH GOSHHH

I have the biggest headachee D;
EPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !

Birthdays tomarrrrow ! :]
Im exciteddd !

Oh godd

Todays been a long day.
I wanted to distract myself from everything thats been going on so i did everything i possible could today.
- went to the gym with the brother, ran so many lapss ! -_-
- went to burlington, totally fail. I hate that placee
- went to the mall with mommy, finally got jeannns ! (:
- went to Qmode, got nothing
- went back to the gym with brother, i did abs ;p
- then got home took a shower
- daddy wanted to go to bestbuy to look for cameras
- got home then daddy decided he wanted ice cream
- went back out to get ice cream
&&&&&&&& Now blogging/myspaceing for a little, then gonna go get ready and go to a party.

* Happy Birthday Chirss ! ♥

-_-

Now that i actually think about it. There hasnt been one birthday of mine thats gone smoothly. I wonder when one of my birthdays actually go well. Without tears, yelling, disappointment, moodiness, or just plain out problemss -_-

Thanks guys ;

Thanks for answering my questions. Thanks for making me feel part of nothing -_-

I miss those days ;

As i was driving to the bank with my dad today, i pasted by this house. The whole family was outside gardening. They had 3 little boys running around trying to help their parents. Then that made me remember about the odl days at my old house. When the WHOLE family would be back in the back yard gardening. I would be so small to do anything other then hurt myself. Id try to help but then end up making a mess. I miss those days when the whole family would be doing things together and just have fun. I miss those days when me and my mom would wake up in the morning and watch my dad drive off to work. I miss those days when we didnt have to worry about anything. Now everyones squared away. Everyones doing their own thing. No ones making time for eachother anymore. and i have to admit, i dont even make as much time for my family anymore. I constantly find myself backing out on plans that me and my mom made 2 weeks ago just because me and a friend wanted to hang out. I cant even remember the last time my WHOLE family was together and there was no awkwardness. What happend to those days ? Who ever thought that i would miss those days. The days where id try helping my parents with gardening and having 934875 splinters in my fingers. Id kill to have those days back. Even if it ment going back in time and being 6 again. Just for a day.

Ehhh

I think i over reacted to everything today x]
SO i was lying in bed and my dad comes in and starts giving me a massage (:
Cus he knew i was sore from the workout i did today in fitness day. Awhhs, and then my mommy comes in and watches tv with us ;] That put me in such a better mood. Everything was just building up today and i just didnt know how to react to it all. I just need to stay away from people for a while. Or maybe just a day to myself. Im tired of trying so hard. Its pointless. Im sorry if i kinda went biopolar on youu ! x] Things are just building up, and i havent no one that i can get it all out on too .

TEEHEE

" I think it was faith that made me walk that way to see you. Cus i never do. Weird why i walked the other way. Im glad i did thoo, cus i got to see youu ! :] "

Awhhhhh xD

Stop

fucking talking to mee ! -_-
If i dont reply to your messages, texts, and calls. Get the fucking message that i dont wanna talk to youu.
Me: I woke up today in the best moood thanks to youu (:
You: Awhh youre welcomee.

* IM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU FUCKFACEEE ! -_-

March

Oh March is such a goood month this year ! (:
Its my birthday in 6 days guyss ! Better remember it ! ;D

Tell me why

Ive been in a good ass mood the past 3 days ?! (:
Oh wells, i like it. Its a new feeling, i hope it stays for long ! ;]

Another

one of my words, JOCKEDD

I feel

on top of the world ! (:
You make me smilee, BIGGGGG ♥