April 28, 2010

You finally admit it.
Or at least said it. Lets see if youre for real.

February 27

To April 27.
Hmm, i just cant take you for real.

I never knew

How much you actually meant to mee.
I saw you walking home from school todayy. All alone. I jsut wanted to get out of the car and walk with you. Seeing your face, just reminds me of how "close" we use to be. Reminded me of the times that everyone knew who me and you were. Everyone knew that we were BESTfriends. Hmphh, youve changed so much. And i guess i have too. But at least i didnt let go of our friendship. Have youu ?

This bitch

Wowww, your ass would forget the flashdrive and not do your part for the project. Thanks for screwing us all -.-

Goooooodbye Vegas

HELLLLLLLLLLLLO ELKO (;
Oh my god, getting out of Vegas for a couple of days! So excited, even if its for school. Im still glad to be able to get away for awhilee. Although, ima miss you guys here thoo. Call me and update me on stuff ! (:

HAHA !

Im a tease ? (:
if you say soo.

Startingggg

April 22, 2010

Im cutting worthless things out of my lifee (:
Its about timee.

Thankss

Best frann -.-

-.-

Dont fucking sit there and say that i didnt do shit alright?
I fucking made so many phone calls for you today and you sit there and say that i havnet done shit the whole day. Nawhh it doesnt work like that. I got you a good ass deal for the internet, and you still fucking yell at me. I donnt know what you want, i dont know how to please you anymore.

04162010

Hmm, todays really turning into a good day. Tell me why, i constantly have 93475 IMs from people, but i only check to see if your name is in one of them. Everytime that little tab on flashes orange, i just want it to say your name.

She make me feel good about myself (:

Mimi Xu:
if i said that i wanted to hang tonight
would you ditch them and go with mee?
Natasha Zapalaaa:
ya i'd choose you
ya what the heck !
;p;
*lol

She dah bestereseterest <3

April 16, 2010

Ive never felt so loved beforee (:
Last night everyone was yelling at me, and making me go to school. Saying how Their day wouldnt be complete without me. I never knew that i felt so much to them. Natasha made me feel so good, when she yelled across the courtyard (: Shes so cuteee, but yeahh overall chill day. I love you all ♥

Tell me why i feel so loved (:

Natashas sitting here saying that she cant go through the day without me.
and Vivian >:]
Vivian:
FOR HOW LONG ?
Mimi:
thurs, fri, sat, sun
oh damn !
IMA BE LONELY THEN
FRI AND SAT
I MEAN
THURS AND FRI
Mimi:
Well not b days
cus i dont even see you anyyways
DUHH
just A days
Vivian:
but
you complete my a days ):
Mimi:
I PROMISE
YOU OWNT LEAVE MY MIND
YOULL BE RUNNING THROUGH IT ALL DAY
Vivian:
I better not bitch
Mimi:
SO WEAR TENNISHOESS

* No matter how much my bests make me feel loved, theres always apart of me that wonders why you havent tried showing me. Well, that is if you really did care.

Awhh she makes me smileee !

So i was thinking of not going to school tomarrow.
But this bitch wont leave me alonee (: Hmm, it feels good. I feel loved >:]

Natasha Zapala:
no
your coming
mimi
i will be depressed like you dont knwo :-[
i cant :-[
i will give you a massage
anything
please xuu ! :-[
omg mimi :-[
ima cry mimi
it wont be the same :-[
sdjhfdskj MIMI I NEED YOU



Natasha Zapala:
mimi <3 :]
i love your
asian white selff
dkjfskf !
your the best advice giver!
and you need to come to school tomorrow :]
so you can make me happy
♥♥♥♥♥♥

Mmmphhh

Im so tired of everyything thats going on, i just want a day from all the stress.
Ive been putting up a smile, for the past week. I wanna just stay home and not worry about anything anymore. Im so annoyed, and irritated. Pleaseee, i dont need this right now. I dont say anything anytime you wanna stay home from school, or leave early. So why are you making it so difficult for me? I just cant leave you when say it like that. But i really need this day.D;

03272010

Tell me what happen to us. Tell me where everything that ive had went.

I wish

we could just talk like we use to. I wish that were as crazy about eachother now as we once were before. I wish that we could talk all day without getting in a fight or getting mad at eachother. & if it we were to get mad, it would be in a playful way. I wish that i got those phone calls from you late at night, offfguard, telling me that i was on your mind all night. I wish that you just cared a little more then you do. I wish that you would try a little harder. I just wish that you dont take me for granted. I wish that we could just redo and rewind to that time. It was cute. Juss sayin.

Ms. Zapalaa

Keep your head up high and that smile on your face kiddo. Cus theres CERTAIN PEOPLE out there that would kill to see you frown. & as you say to me, Everythings gonna be ohkay (: Soo, just keep that in mind, and everything will be ohkayy.

Look Whos talking (:

Mimi: I feel speacial!
Laura: SPELL IT WRITE, HOE
Mimi: LOOK WHOS TALKING, HOE! WRITE IS RIGHT NIGGAH
Laura: LMFAO, FAIL!

I'm not asking for much...

I just want you to show me that you really care.
Is that really to much to ask for?

What the heck,

Youre the one thats suppose to be there to make me feel comfort, reassure me that everything is going to be ohkay. But no, youre the one thats actually adding more to my stress.You fucking guilt trip me everytime i dont talk to you. Excuse me, last time i checked. I have a life, and not all of it revolves around you. You know how much fucking school means to me, and still youre there making me feel bad for not talking to you. Yeahh it was nice talking to you til i fell asleep. Yeahh, it was nice talking on the phone til the sun comes up getting to know eachother. Yeahh, it was nice having those "moments." & Yeahh, it was nice doing somehting new, and taking a risk for you. But that was when i had time. Time is ticking on me, and i have things that i have to do. I really enjoyed all those times that we've had. But i just have things to do now. & i have things that i needah get done. I really hope you understand. & Heyy, if you really did care about me. Then summers just around the corner. Well have those times back (:

Mix Feelings

Mix Emotions.
I dont know how to feel, or what to think. You make my mind run in circles. Why are you making me feel like this. Please, just go away. I was fine without you before & Ima be fine now that you leave me alone.

(:

Im glad me and her are getting closer >:]

Icuplauraa:
i'm taking deep breaths
like i'm about to give birth
LOL

I had a choice,

wait no i still have that choice.
Why cant i seem to make the right one?
Every attempt i make you take you out of my mind, youre still there. I really need to learn how to walk away and just say NO. Why are you doing this to me.

Just thought I'd post a blog

for miss ELAINE WONGGGG ;]
Its her birthday today ! Lil' miss turning 15 !
I hope you had a good one, and a fun time on saturday ;D

i love youuuu ♥

D;

SO i randomly got this ...

Natasha: So i was just thinking about it , and we barely talk anymore i miss all the long conversations we use to have but i thinkk were fading :\ sdkfjsd I miss my mimi, the onee from before :\ well i stillll lovee your ass anywayss ! random i.m. butt i just wanted to lett you know ;p

& honestlyy, i really made me tear up. i dont know where to even begin with this girl. I met her in advisory this year. FRESHMAN YEAR. Its been about 9 months and were closer then EVER. I cant ever, in my dreams expect to be so close to someone like her. I dont even know when we started to be so close, and before i knew it. She was telling me everything. & soon enough i became her "backbone." & now everythings changing. We're drifting, and it just doesnt feel like how it was before anymore. No matter where any of this takes us, i really hope that you know that ill ALWAYS be here for you. Even when youre at spring valley, partying your ass with white people. Just know that this little asian will be right here. Answering ALL your phone calls. & when you need someone, ill ALWAYS be here. To give you advice, comfort you, and make you smile when youre balling on the phone. I dont even know how to say this. You've taught me so much this year,& its just amazing how close we are. I wanna re-do and re-wind. TO the time that me and you were inseparable. TO the time that we cant wait for Bdays, to talk about everyything that goes on. TO the times that everyone knew that Natasha hangs out with a little asian chick. & TO the time where we surprised everyone, when we told them that we were BESTfriends. I miss you, i promise. We'll get there again. ♥

*This was a little homo, but thats how close we fucking are.