Fck It

Im done trying, its just gonna take me a while too. Im not gonna get hurt againn !

To .....

All I Want For Christmas Is YOU ♥

Everytimee

my phone vibrates, a smile automatically pops up on my face. Why ? cus i know its a text from you. But then at the same time, i die a little inside. I talk to you, you make me happy and smile. But i know that i have no chance. Seeing you, made me relapse and just get weak again. Seeing you smile, hearing your voice. Oh god.

Procrastination is in pain in my ass !
Biology sheets, then jostens, then english. Good luck mimi -__-

Why is that

the first thing i wake up in the moning i think of is you. Everything i do, everything i see reminds me of you. Why do i feel this way ?

Pathetic

yeahh, thats how i feel right now. Liking you, wanting to talk to you. Building the guts to talk to you and KNOW that it will die out in the next 5 mins. Seeing your text today, put the biggest smile on my facee. Seeing your smily face was the highlight of my whole sucky thanksgiving weekend. Youre the on that i think about all day in class, to the point where i cant even concentrate on something as simple as watering a plant.

So i just had a flashback ;
that gives me alittle hope, but i KNOW that i have no chance with you.

DEPRESSION KILLS

And ima about to be dead....

No titlee

So i guess im done. Done trying to make things happen, and end up the one getting hurt. I guess im done trying to start the conversations so that we dont forget about eachother. I guess im done trying to make things happen with you, when i know that the conversations gonna die out. I guess im done doing things that i dont wanna do just to make you happy so that our friendship wont fall apart. You have new friends now, choosing another guy over your "best" friend. You have "better" friends that you would prefer to hang out over us. Well you have so many other girls on you that you dont care, or even think about me as much as i do about you. You dont even care about anyone other then yourself and make you happy. All i need now, so someone that i can lean on when i'm losing it. Someone that actually cares and understands, what i do and why i have to do it. Someone who can cheer me up when i'm at rock bottom. I just need someone who really cares.