So

You ask me what i want for my birthday.
I said i didnt want anything. But really , all i want is youu ♥

Woww -_-

You serious right now ?!
My money is my money. Dont fucking go through my wallet and ask me where all my money went. Im not fucking stoopid to leave all of my money in my wallet and lose it. I really dont like it when people go through my stuff, ESPEACIALLY my money -_-

OH GOSHHH

I have the biggest headachee D;
EPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !

Birthdays tomarrrrow ! :]
Im exciteddd !

Oh godd

Todays been a long day.
I wanted to distract myself from everything thats been going on so i did everything i possible could today.
- went to the gym with the brother, ran so many lapss ! -_-
- went to burlington, totally fail. I hate that placee
- went to the mall with mommy, finally got jeannns ! (:
- went to Qmode, got nothing
- went back to the gym with brother, i did abs ;p
- then got home took a shower
- daddy wanted to go to bestbuy to look for cameras
- got home then daddy decided he wanted ice cream
- went back out to get ice cream
&&&&&&&& Now blogging/myspaceing for a little, then gonna go get ready and go to a party.

* Happy Birthday Chirss ! ♥

-_-

Now that i actually think about it. There hasnt been one birthday of mine thats gone smoothly. I wonder when one of my birthdays actually go well. Without tears, yelling, disappointment, moodiness, or just plain out problemss -_-

Thanks guys ;

Thanks for answering my questions. Thanks for making me feel part of nothing -_-

I miss those days ;

As i was driving to the bank with my dad today, i pasted by this house. The whole family was outside gardening. They had 3 little boys running around trying to help their parents. Then that made me remember about the odl days at my old house. When the WHOLE family would be back in the back yard gardening. I would be so small to do anything other then hurt myself. Id try to help but then end up making a mess. I miss those days when the whole family would be doing things together and just have fun. I miss those days when me and my mom would wake up in the morning and watch my dad drive off to work. I miss those days when we didnt have to worry about anything. Now everyones squared away. Everyones doing their own thing. No ones making time for eachother anymore. and i have to admit, i dont even make as much time for my family anymore. I constantly find myself backing out on plans that me and my mom made 2 weeks ago just because me and a friend wanted to hang out. I cant even remember the last time my WHOLE family was together and there was no awkwardness. What happend to those days ? Who ever thought that i would miss those days. The days where id try helping my parents with gardening and having 934875 splinters in my fingers. Id kill to have those days back. Even if it ment going back in time and being 6 again. Just for a day.