I'm not asking for much...

I just want you to show me that you really care.
Is that really to much to ask for?

What the heck,

Youre the one thats suppose to be there to make me feel comfort, reassure me that everything is going to be ohkay. But no, youre the one thats actually adding more to my stress.You fucking guilt trip me everytime i dont talk to you. Excuse me, last time i checked. I have a life, and not all of it revolves around you. You know how much fucking school means to me, and still youre there making me feel bad for not talking to you. Yeahh it was nice talking to you til i fell asleep. Yeahh, it was nice talking on the phone til the sun comes up getting to know eachother. Yeahh, it was nice having those "moments." & Yeahh, it was nice doing somehting new, and taking a risk for you. But that was when i had time. Time is ticking on me, and i have things that i have to do. I really enjoyed all those times that we've had. But i just have things to do now. & i have things that i needah get done. I really hope you understand. & Heyy, if you really did care about me. Then summers just around the corner. Well have those times back (:

Mix Feelings

Mix Emotions.
I dont know how to feel, or what to think. You make my mind run in circles. Why are you making me feel like this. Please, just go away. I was fine without you before & Ima be fine now that you leave me alone.

(:

Im glad me and her are getting closer >:]

Icuplauraa:
i'm taking deep breaths
like i'm about to give birth
LOL

I had a choice,

wait no i still have that choice.
Why cant i seem to make the right one?
Every attempt i make you take you out of my mind, youre still there. I really need to learn how to walk away and just say NO. Why are you doing this to me.

Just thought I'd post a blog

for miss ELAINE WONGGGG ;]
Its her birthday today ! Lil' miss turning 15 !
I hope you had a good one, and a fun time on saturday ;D

i love youuuu ♥

D;

SO i randomly got this ...

Natasha: So i was just thinking about it , and we barely talk anymore i miss all the long conversations we use to have but i thinkk were fading :\ sdkfjsd I miss my mimi, the onee from before :\ well i stillll lovee your ass anywayss ! random i.m. butt i just wanted to lett you know ;p

& honestlyy, i really made me tear up. i dont know where to even begin with this girl. I met her in advisory this year. FRESHMAN YEAR. Its been about 9 months and were closer then EVER. I cant ever, in my dreams expect to be so close to someone like her. I dont even know when we started to be so close, and before i knew it. She was telling me everything. & soon enough i became her "backbone." & now everythings changing. We're drifting, and it just doesnt feel like how it was before anymore. No matter where any of this takes us, i really hope that you know that ill ALWAYS be here for you. Even when youre at spring valley, partying your ass with white people. Just know that this little asian will be right here. Answering ALL your phone calls. & when you need someone, ill ALWAYS be here. To give you advice, comfort you, and make you smile when youre balling on the phone. I dont even know how to say this. You've taught me so much this year,& its just amazing how close we are. I wanna re-do and re-wind. TO the time that me and you were inseparable. TO the time that we cant wait for Bdays, to talk about everyything that goes on. TO the times that everyone knew that Natasha hangs out with a little asian chick. & TO the time where we surprised everyone, when we told them that we were BESTfriends. I miss you, i promise. We'll get there again. ♥

*This was a little homo, but thats how close we fucking are.