I WISHHH

I had a family where count down the days untill they came. I want to have cousins that i could relate to and tell everything to. I wish i had family that werent fatasses, ones that wanted my mom to make things for them to eat not here, but to also bring home. I wish i had family that didnt talk crap about eachother and let jealously get in the way of loving eachother. I want family that i could spend hours with and not feel uncomfortable. Afterall, family is suppose to be there for eachother theyre at their worst right ? HAHAH ! not my family. My family is the one that judges eachother on where theyre at in life, or their family situations. I want family that can be my support system, ones that help my family out when we need help. I only have that from my moms sid, why cant the other ones look up to her and follow her examplee ?