I hateeee

the fact that I only get to see you 2 days a week. I hate the fact that everytime I wanna see you I have to see her. I hate the fact that the bond that we use to have is gone. I hate the fact that just because of one bee youre totally different. I hate the fact that I cant tell you the things that I use to be able to tell you. What happend to us ? What happend to the bond that we had? What happend to all the brother-sister moments that we had, when you would just randomly call me and tell me to get dressed and you take me somewhere. What happend to the days when you would take me and mom out to lunch. Wow, just in a blink of an eye everything can change. In less then a year, our family, our realaionship, our connection has totally drifted. I dont know what more i can say, i dont know what more i can do. This girl driving me nuts, and i only see her every other week. How do you stand looking at her face every second of every minute of every hour of every day. It bothers me how you cant even have a decent conversation with mom and dad without it feeling awkward now. How can one little relationship wreck so many things. You know that you've sacraficed so much for this but think about it, would it be worth it in the end ? I wish i could get you to understand what im feeling. But no matter how hard i try, you wont ever listen and understand me like you once did. All because of her and her ugliness. I just want everthing to be back like how it was before. I miss you anh duc.