TODAYYYY

hit me like a big yellow bus. I say that i dont care, but deep DEEP down i honestly kinda do. Seeing what happend just made me think what if i was in that postion? What if was was standing here with you? hah, wow i feel stupid for feeling this way still. No ones ever made me feel like the way you made me feel. The way you "cared" about me the way you " liked" me the way you hugged me. I just dont know how to react to all this. I guess i should be happy with where im at right now, but i just cant stop thinking about the what if's. But the thing i find really weird is that why did you chose today? Out of all the days that you could of done that, you chose today. An A day. Why did it have to be an a day ? why couldnt it be a b day? Or over the weekend. Those little things are what makes me still wonder. You made me feel speacial, even if it wasnt real to you. I felt it. No ones made me feel like you did in a long time. I thought now ima let the feelings free, but now they have faded. I dont care anymore. You and your lies. And the stupidest thing about this whole thing isss, youre not even cute, your personality sucks, and youre UGLYYY. OHkayss, im over (: Its all about M&K timee noww (: